The wedding photos that I received (I think 10% of the total) weren't nice at all. The photographer took my fatty arms and that made me look horrible. Of course there are 20% that are nice too. I'm really anticipating the rest of my photos to be up, from this photographer and the other one as well. Looking Forward :D

Things were going at a rather slow pace in my current life. Since pregnancy, I've lost myself somehow. I've lost the passion and determinations I used to have about life. However, I was glad to have realised it sooner before it became worse. I need to change myself, seriously, and find back the passion and aim and used to drive my life.
GOD BLESS ME.

With the upcoming of Friday, it just made me jumped up from the seat of my desk and shiver. OH! I'm so excited about that day. I wonder how's the feelings like. I'm going to buy my dress and contact lenses, some pins and rubber bands, and I am going to engrave our names onto the rings either tomorrow or wednesday. On thursday, I would be meeting up with the photographers to get the photos before selecting a number of it to preview it to my guests on Friday. I really anticipate the arrival of Friday!

Recently changed a job. I've swayed away from being a sales assistant in that small little shop in Causeway Point, although I could earn more with the commission given. I'm working in an office near Lavender now, as a telesales officer. This is good as I'm offered a higher basic (although without commission) and maternity benefits with career advancement. However, there's always CONS with some PROS... ... That's inevitable.

Talking about relationships with hubby, I think we've been coming into multiples of quarrels since we've decided to get married. However, I still believe that communication works and he would be the right one for me because his characters are the straight opposite of mine. Hence, he would be able to control my DO NOTS, and save me from getting into troubles. Although things might be rather vague now, but I believe I can definitely overcome it.

I really felt remorseful/regretful for not cherishing the close relationships I once had with my relatives. To think of it, especially my Aunt, she dotes on me so much and now that I faced problems, she helped me without any hessitation. I really am thankful to her and I made myself promise that no matter how poor I get in the future, I must strive on and provide for her, although she already has 2 sons that are stronger in financial than me. Not forgetting my mother, whom I always thought she doesn't dotes me. She really dotes me so much in the dark that now, I think she has over-protected me in some ways the made me too reliance on her. I will never forget this love that she gave to me, although there were times when I talked back at her, scolded her, and neglected her feelings. I really want to tell her straight in the face how much I love her and thank her, how much she meant to me as my mother and how great she has been. However, I dare not say everytime and could only pluck up the courage to say it here, in my blog. I'm rather considered as a failure... ...

Why do I always have to sound so emo when I end my entry, everytime?
To all my buddies and those who love me:
"See You guys soon! Bless me and Take Care... Especially those that are so busy with school work that they couldn't breathe. I'll support you guys :D"

♥ SELENE TEO ♥