♥ Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Hi!
Had a 'great' & great day yesterday, 20thMay2008Tuesday!
'Great' because I encountered something in life that I have never encountered before throughout these 18Years of shines!
I was penniless for once, I need to go for tuition at Woodlands and the bus doesn't let me in. I'm at Bukit Panjang at 7pm when tuition is supposed to start at 7pm! I was barred from taking bus and there's no use walking to Woodlands anyway (I doesn't know the way and the fact that I'll only reach there only the next morning was clear).
I tried to borrow money from my brother and he DOESNT EVEN KNOW HOW TO TRANSFER $$! OMGoodness, that was horrible! I called Dar at once and his reply stuck me down instantly: He's working and couldn't walk away at all when he's just less than 50steps away from the ATM Machine! My Goodness! He rather see me go hungry on the streets, have nobody to turn to, no means of going anywhere, than sacrifice his work just for less than 10minutes to help me!
I felt DAMN HELPLESS & TERRIBLE at that moment that death came into my mind!
(BUD Thank Goodness I didn't follow my mind)
Now that I realise the feel of being helpless, (I mean REAL HELPLESS!) I knew that I have to start cherishing life as it is now before I regretted it! I actually spur me on to working harder in studies rather than slacking; to build a better world in front of me, for the sake of my parents and I & definitely for the next generation!
Life is definitely tough without MONEY & FRIENDS & FAMILY that can help you when critical periods!
It doesn't really matters now that how I spent that few hours on the street yesterday BECOS it was really terrible! BUT, I supposed GOD doesn't want to end my life that early and has given me another chance, someone to be with me! HE, the mighty has sent his will and made someone to appear and extend his hands to help! I received help happily and it ended the misery and I went home, exhaused and drained of energy!
The day ended and this entry shall end now and I SHALL go for my DINNER! With Ah-Von!
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Hugs,
Selene
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