Been thinking alot recently, went through lots of problems
recently.

I realise, I need to grow up!

I went through alot recently and this is caused by this problem that I fear most. I finally made a decision! I'm going to quit school, and be tied to him forever. BUT, that doesn't stop me from studying!

I've decided to find a job as an Accounts Clerk or Accounts/Admin Assistant. Meanwhile, I'll be going to BMG Academy for my Diploma in Accounting of 3 Subjects; Cost ACC, Management ACC, and Higher ACC. With that, I would be able to move up the next level upon graduation. Of course, I knew that with a family, I would not be able to start school that soon but my wish is to be able to start enrolled within the next 10Months, at least after financial has been stablelised.

I knew that would be a waste of me to quit school but since the problem is here, I might as well not run away from it and face it bravely. Dar and I have already decided upon a plan, and my parents have agreed to it already, although they find it a waste too. We have decided to move into a bigger flat that could compromise his parents, brother and us. At the same time, go for ROM first. After around 10Months, which should be around next years' February or March, we would hold a little celebration of our marriage. I suppose that would be the best for now, rather than rushing everything now.

All I hope now is the receive blessings from all my friends and relatives about this matter, of course, his friends and relatives too. I hope that all these blessings would then turn out to be a blissful life ahead of us. I really wish that all things would turn out nicely, as planned, and no obstables would surface.

With that, I'll go back to my sleep already! Been sleeping for a few days and I still feel terribly sick now. BYE EVERYBODY! BLESS ME!

Hugs, Selene