I wanted to post something DEMORALISING earlier on, but the phone in the office kept ringing and I have no mood for that anymore.

Just happened to felt so sad after reading somebody's blog. They are doing well and I seemed like a disgrace to them. I felt like I'm being looked down or on a different island with them. They used to adore me and one time, I seemed to have blended into their life. But all were gone now.

When can I be like them, being so successful in life?

AND now I sort of regret for this foolish act. I shouldn't have let it happened, and now it has destroyed all my dreams and passion. How I yearn to be an accountant or something related. But yet, all I have now is only an O'levels certificate. YES, you may say, that I did well for my O'
levels. But in years to go, the certificate would not hold any significant value anymore!

Life still have to go on, but I'm grateful, at least, that I have people around me who gave a helping hand. I do still feel regretful and SAD for not being able to complete my studies, but yet, like what I have planned, studies would still be a 'sooner or later' kind of thing.

Alright, enough for the EMO-ing and I've got to get back to work NOW before time run out again!

---SELENE---

It has been half a month since I last updated. Well, I'm just plainly busy with work; rushing projects everyday that I forgot all about updating.

Here's a quick recap, notice to you people on what have I been doing...
Basically, what I do on weekdays would be work and then I go back home for sleep. If not, I'll be cleaning up at my new YCK flat or buying items from IKEA and so on. Simply saying, I'm lacked of sleep now and I definitely look forward to a good night's (or rather a good day's) sleep! Needless to say, weekends aren't for me to enjoy as well. I went to the new house almost every saturdays and sundays with my mum (and with hubby if he's not working) to clean up. My new house is almost done up, with those windows left to clean up and tiles to wipe up (including and installing of my bedroom wardrobe and kitchen cabinet)...
The furnitures and electrical appliances would be coming in on the Saturday, 20th and WE WOULD BE MOVING IN ON THE 21st! Quite a lot, yet to be done and bought, but we are almost there... I'm really looking forward!

AND YES! I'm going to spend the Christmas there. We have somewhat came to the idea of having a nice dinner at home on the eve before going to Church and then spending a day at home, watching DVDs (movies) to destress with snacks coming on and such! I hope we would both agree to that and make it real as it would be real cool!

Alright, talking back about work, it wasn't HECTIC but just packed. No extra time for me to do other things except for the projects. AND our office would be shifting to KATONG MALL soon. For people who don't know, its near Parkway Parade and although I have a direct bus (4 or 5 blocks away from my new flat) but the journey is around 64MINS (ie 1Hour 4Mins) which means that including walking and the waiting for the bus, it would take me around 1 and a half Hour!!! (That's equals to early wake-up as well!)

Anyway, yesterday was my dad's 55th birthday. As usual, we didn't celebrate or anything. This time it was because he wasn't in town. (He's in England by the way)... Reminded me of the good old days like when they celebrated my birthday with my favourite Bengawan Solo Pandan Kaya Cake at home. The photo, I still kept it, and it was really heartwarming. It's like it happens to MOST people, as we grow up, we tend to forget doing those heartwarming things... I miss them truly but I knew we had each other in our own heart and we mind them! That's enough, I suppose.

Alright, it's time to get back to real business and I've got to rush the projects already! Bye people and GOD BLESS...

P/S: Nicole is well by the way... She's being active at times and INactive at times... She can now recognise our voices and whenever I sing to her she will kick and I like playing with her when her legs or arms sticked out! Its fun, really... I love my Nicole!

Hugs,
Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥