I'm back!

I'm supposed to rush my tutorials for tomorrow, but, it all turned out to be put aside AGAIN!

I was browsing through websites that I usually goes; emails, blogs, NPAL, MEL, and all when I viewed many websites and memories about today flashed back. And at this instance, I just had the feel to write about the happenings today!

I left home with Dar this morning at about 11am and headed to Woodlands as he starts work at 12noon, but, me at 2pm. So, I was early at Causeway, sitting in the crew room, doing up my project presentation (which I tried but sort of failed). I started wondering around until SHE came into the room and asked "Lan Yun, I heard from XXX that Manager XXX says that you complained to her that I forced you to do lobby selling?" My heart sank together with the swinging force of my mood! I yelled out (as in not LITERALLY but in me) and I felt so DAMN LOST!

How can they do that to me?

The truth is, I didn't complain, nor do I have any intention to COMPLAIN! I HATE THEM, but I told myself I have to check to the bottoms of this and made the truth be known. I felt so lost and betrayed when this happened. I never ever complain about you guys for forcing me to do lobby selling and I never ever give a big damn about that (except for that incident which is not really totally related). I knew that I'm always the one to do lobby selling and I don't deny that I felt rather unfair. But this never ever was kept to be an anger to verge on and something to complain to. I never ever thought of kicking up the fuss at all! It's not as if people died!!! OMGoodness, I felt so DEMORALIZING and BETRAYED! --> Does making these statements allows you to be happier and free-IER? I doubt so!!

SO, it goes and goes and I hated THEM!

Yesterday was a disaster as Dar and I quarreled almost every single event that occurs. We went to Michelle's chalet @ Changi but before that, he made me wait for him, I kicked up a fuss, we quarreled over this and that (all trivial matters) and now, I finally believe that the both of us are SHORT-TEMPERED!! HAHA!!

The chalet was rather a fun one as we played with NOTHING ELSE BUT VODKA!! This time was a real and tough one as everybody played HEAVILY! WOW! BUT COOL! I love that KINDA ATMOSPHERE!!

Left the chalet like at 2am plus with the ride give by Kok Ching in his van and went to eat McDonalds... All men's talks AGAIN! I was exhausted when I got home, and so did Dar... ... And we went to bed immediately, falling deep asleep!

"Wanna tell Dar: I don't mean to kick up FUSSES easily but you know me, I'm like that! And you should've known better?-> I love UUU"

"Wanna tell Von & Deniece: Miss u guys siax! Wanna meet up but I doubt all of us were like too busy right? Nevermind, we'll see and meet up and play crazily like before OKAY? --> Or am I e only one that play CRAZILY?... HAHA"

"Wanna tell Serene Mummy: Aiyo, you also very short tempered leh. Everytime work with you, you'll always scold people de! Don't always be unhappy OK? I don't like to work with Sad Mummy! SMILESSS & CHEERSSS!! I love working with you, so SYSTEMATIC!!! U ROCKS!!"

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Hugs,
Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥