Long Time since updating.
I've been visiting my blog everyday but yet, lazy to update or reply tags.

I've been quite tired @ work recently; finishing everything to the deadlines. Hubby is nowhere better than me, furthermore, he's going back to Woodlands Mart for work from today onwards. (JiaYous Bahs!!)

My aunts and us went to the new flat on Wednesday for them to have a look. A short trip indeed and there's nothing to elaborate from there. On the way home after a short dinner @ AMK, I experienced the first ever Bracton Hicks Contractions. It was terrible!! I was 'yelling' on the bus and throughout, it was really painful. Things got better after reaching home. It's so scary and it some how gave me the feeling of "LABOUR"...

Anyway, I just had Big Breakfast from Mcds for my breakfast! YUMMY! I just love Hashbrowns and Sausages!

Replies to tags:
To Deniece - YUP, you have the full responsibility to teach her that (btw don't psycho her...) KEKE! And, yup meet up soon!

BYE People, BTW I'm 30th week pregnant now! Going to deliver in 2months plus' time! So anxious!

Hugs,
Selene

I finally realised I've not been updating as often as I do usually.

Went for check-up plus ultrasound yesterday and I would say that I'm both worried and yet, happy after the check-up. Reason being for being happy was that I saw the face of Nicole. So adorable, although its never clear but I can roughly imagine how she'll look like. Also, the sonagrapher & my gynae said my placenta is no longer low and YUP, that calls for a celebration. My source of worried-ness comes from knowing that Nicole's head is down already. That really made me anxious because that's the position of 'giving-birth'... Her daddy still say maybe she will comes out as pre-matured! (Which made me wanna slap him! - HAHA)

Alright! Now talking about other things...

Friday's the day I've been waiting for. Its time for the collection of our new house keys! The day I've been anticipating since 'dont noe' when... However, problems coming with it would be havoc! How are we gonna renovate the house now is a problem. But it seems like we could only do simple little things to it. HAIS! (But at least there's a shelter under our heads!)

Saturday would be rather tiring as we're going for hubby's cousin's wedding... Day and night event... SO TIRED thinking about it! But thinking about going out instead of staying home would made me smile a little bit! *dots*

AND, I've not gone swimming yet!! *arghs* It had been ages since I wanted to swim and with Nicole's head down now, I don't think I would be able to swim at all. Maybe just soaking myself in the water... SO SAD!

Alright... I suppose I'm just too tired and LAZY to blog about happenings. Life's being rather great for me and Nicole and I are doing fine... Just that I'm so afraid and anxious of the big day to come; when Nicole would be born into this world...

Later gonna meet Nicole's MeiNu GodMama for lunch... HAHAs, she bought things for Nicole and Yar, THANKS LOADS!

GTG,
Hugs,
SELENE

I was reading a blog of a mummy that I knew from a forum. The blog was solely dedicated to her little daughter and what I read made my nose turn sour and my eyes red.

I always thought this mummy was just like me, a teenage mum, but I knew I was wrong after reading her blog. She was pregnant in 2004 and lost her first son (for what ever reason) unborn. After 3 long years (or so), she was pregnant with a pair of twins. For many parents, it would be so much a delight to know that you/your wife was pregnant with twins (moreover its a girl and a boy).
However, fate twisted and the twin brother was born stillborn with the head still 'stucked' in the mum's womb. That caused the parents to lose, yet, another son. However, the daughter gave them a hope by continue-ing to grow well despite the many complications.
Finally, the day had arrived. This little girl was delivered throught emergency C-section due to some complications. But the prematured girl was to be kept in an incubator.
Fate twisted again and this girl, lived for 2 days and lost her battle in life like her brothers too.

How saddening can any other stories be compared to this one? How pain-strikened would their parents be? I knew a parent that lost her baby before 3 months pregnant, she was already so sad and pain-strikening... How could this parents of the three lovely babies (that could be lively jumping about if nothing happens to them) survive throught all these pains?

I really can't imagine me in her shoes, losing a baby you have been bearing with for so many months. All I could wish for now, was for Nicole to live a healthy life in replacement of the 3 little babies that doesn't have a chance to learn more on Earth.

And I was really glad that this mum, having lost three of her precious, did not isolate herself so that long and have even completed her diploma some time ago and have a wonderful career ahead of her! I supposed that's what God has planned for her and her husband. And I sincerely hope for a well-being in the future and that they would have a child of their own! Kudos to her and YUP, I'm really touched by this story except that I can never understand the true pains in their hearts (And I don't wish to either!)...

All thanks to her that I learned that I would need to cherish every moment with my girl and also thanks to her that now I will never regret keeping the baby instead of aborting it.

*Nicole has to stay strong and Mummy will be there with you forever! Love my precious!*

Hugs,
Selene

Finished watching 法政先锋II after days of watching (in the office and at home). The show was FABULOUS and no other doubts about how much credits should go to the script-writer and the actor/actress!

Not only do I love the way they work to solve cases, especially when they use scientific proofs to solve them, I love the way the script-writer elaborate and write on the love that is involved.

That would say that my love for 欧阳震华 never changes... But surprisingly, I love the character of 马国因(Mdm Ma) and the love she shared with Ivan... SO LOVING UNTIL THE LAST MOMENT....
(Of course how a tactic lover is Ivan! I just hope my prince charming can be as loving and 'tactic' as him!)

法政先锋2 ROCKS (the first serial also lar, but the memory of the second one is more fresh, hence BETTER!) How I wish there would be a third version but seems that all the main male characters (Tim, Sam, and Ivan) has a matching pair already... There shouldn't be anymore to elaborate on...!

HAHAs... Enough of the 'show PRAISiNG'! And now, I need another show to kill my boredom.. Hmmm... Probably not now bah, as I have to start rushing my projects soon when I start work on Monday! HAHAs!

Alright, just some updates:

I'm doing perfectly fine, except that I just couldn't stop myself from eating nowadays. I'm already 27weeks plus pregnant and this coming Thursday would mark my 28th week (7th month) of pregnancy! How time flies... (When I find out about the pregnancy, I'm only 2 months.. and now 5 months have passed!)

It will be another 3 months to the day I step into motherhood, how exciting and anxious I am! The baby's alright (I suppose).. My next check-up would be on the 18th and YUP, how anxious I am into going for the ultrasound again... AND of course, checking with the gynae about my low placenta problem, the down symdrome test, and the reducing baby's fetal movements... Just hope that everything would be fine and I believe my girl would be fine too!

Alright, about my work.. It has been manageable and YUP, I get lots of freedom in the office, only that at times I got to do some editing (my projects) which I enjoy too!

The day before yesterday, hubby bought me a new pyjamas dress! Its cheap but something I adores... SNOOPY! I love it so much that I wore it the next day! (Muacks lao gong!) He has been rather tired, and with the pains his stomach contributes to him, he still appears fine infront of me, to adore me and NICOLE! How lovely I felt...
Today's the eighth and that marks 3months of our marriage... I admit that since the day we knew I'm pregnant and till then when we decided to keep the baby till now, he has been giving in alot to me, respecting my every decision. Without much doubt, the kind of understanding he gave me when I throw tantrum and when I make noises due to emotioonal issues, the memories' really sweet... (L)

The arrival of 21st also make me anticipate more... That would MOST PROBABLY be the day when we can collect the keys to our new house and YUP, if everything goes right, we would be spending our christmas there! How I anticipate it and how I wish this christmas eve would be a quiet and loving night of enjoyment for us in that lovely nest of ours... AND of course for each and every christmas ahead of us, it will be forever blissful...

Life's not perfect, I believe... But I thank god for giving me chances to decide and do what I want.. Although the sacrifices wasn't small but the happiness that comes with it is so 'overwhelming'... I cherish each and every moment in the future and YUP, I wont give up my passions too!

Love,Selene...

HEY! I'm loading 法政先锋II now, so HERE's my entry!

I have been really very emotional recently, getting TRIGGERED over things that happened around me. But it really wasn't in my control area... (it is normal for pregnant ladies OKAY!)

However, what really upsetted me is when the person that I wish to be there for me when I throw tantrum, be there to understand and provide my needs seems to find me a nuisance. If not he/she would be too busy with his/her own stuffs that he/she wouldn't want to sacrifice it for me!

It was really disappointing for me but yet I was at home the whole day, making me think of it all the time. It was saddening and I'm somewhat afraid that these things would affect the baby and my emotional affection that would lead to serious cases...

Hence, I believe and I'm glad I did the right thing; to keep my mind off from thinking about all that unhappiness...

Thus, came this show that I've been longing to watch but yet have no time or NO EXTRA 精神 to watch...

It was indeed a nice show and YUP, I really enjoyed it... 欧阳震华's really damn COOL and I'm falling in love with him, of course with the show also lar!

;)

Anyway people, if you guys wanna know what happens, its best to not ask me (which is best not to know)... Just need to know I'm unhappy can liao and accompany me for a weekend break this coming weekends... (Remember I'm into thriving OKAY?)

To Amanda:
YEAH, swimming in SAFRA is a good ideal but can we access it? I have no SAFRA card wor, although my hubby has passion card which I'm not sure if we can access... Swimming next Sunday den? HAHAs, I'm despo for a swim and yet no one's there to swim with me... Afraid to go alone and to community pools because of my bulging belly... HAHAs...

To All:
Console me bah! HAHAs (Do I sound desperate? HEEs, let it be if its den!) KEKEs...
Thanks in advance wor... ;)
AND everybody take care YAR?
MUACKS!
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Hugs,
Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥