Selene & Leo
Love & 4ever 655

Not very Blending with my background though, but this cursor is cute!!! NEMO swimming!! I was wondering if I should change my background to a sea/swimming pool or should I find another cursor!! Someone advise me please!!!

Selene

I'm back!

Woah! So many things happened yesterday evening! I didn't went for tuition as I have not done what Lady Boss ask me to do... ... So I messaged the parent and told her that I was caught up with work and couldn't go down. I told her that I hope her child doesn't have any upcoming test the next day. She was pretty fed up by me and replied "Its Up To You!"

Woah! I was scared for the first time. I quickly apologise to her and explained my reason. And I told her that I am frantically looking for someone to replace me as I feel that I am not suitable to teach her child! Goodness, I think she mixed all together! Man~ its 2 different kind of things!!

Woah! Even worse, she messaged me early this morning when I thought the storm is over. She says she doesn't believe my Aunt has passed away!! Why the hell would I curse my own Aunt but, anyway, If I was her, I won't believe it too. But that was too much when I received a call from my agent saying she had messaged him early in the morning too!!

Man~ that was too much a blow for me and I guess, I have to explain every single thing to my agent again which was what I dreaded! I know and I admit that somehow, I was irresponsible... BUT I don't have a choice!! And I dreaded explaining because I'm so afraid this might lead to a quarrel! BUT STILL, YUN, you cannot run away from it... ... JUST FACE IT BRAVELY!!!

OK! FINE! I'LL CALL HIM LATER!!

Talking about merrier things, I remembered, I'm doing my hair today!!! HAHA!! $99Rebond+Treatment+HairDesign... You believe??? I'm thinking for days, which hairstyle should I get??? I wanted to dye hair so much but everybody was like objective towards me dyeing my hair!!! Anyway, I'll be at CASA HSE OF HAIR later with Yvonne!!! SEE YA, NEW HAIR STYLE!!!

Ok Bah~ I got to go, I still think today will be a rather bad day for me!! After going through 2 quarrels yesterday... ... I quarreled with Dar~ Because of my bad bad bad temper lar~~ BUT it sort of like blowed out already!!!

Muacks every1, & Hugs,
Selene

I'm so tired; trying to sort out things at work (BUT NOTHING WENT THRU'!!!) I'm falling asleep on my desk! Damn bored with things that are getting messier & messier!

Woah, something to celebrate! I was praised by Boss & Lady Boss today...
BUT something to frown at! I need to leave work soon if I managed to get to JC... ... though I would be coming back to work as Part-time as many has proposed.

Anyway, kind of good too... I miss school's life and I wanna get away from this bored life @ office. KEKE => I think I prefer to do Summary more than this! So tiring, staring at the computer and reading things!

Anyway, very tired and I dread going for tuition @ Grace's place... She's so inco-operative when she's P1! How can she continue with me? I'm thinking of proposing a termination with her soon... She doesn't learn and I feel like taking money, I doesn't feel good!

Later still must go there when I'm like giving up on her already... I guess I'll just try my best for the rest of these days...

Yup! I need to go back to work and anyway, have been searching deadly for Amaths & Pure Chem TB/TYS... I need to touch up and den move on if I was enrolled into JC!!! If not, I'll not understand a single word the lecturer is going to say!!!

Gotta Go back!!
Love,
Selene

Hi All,

Another 'week' has passed and goodness, I've done nothing much! I was working round the clock and yet no money seems to be appearing in my bank. Where has it gone to?

Last week was a week of rush for me as my aunt passed away; took many leaves and postponed many tuition. However, I felt happy for my results, though I felt the stone replacing my relief after I knew its time to come around and think hard for my future. A dilemma surfaced; am I supposed to go to JC or Poly & if I were to go to Poly, which course should I take (Acct/BFS?) My mind was blank and all choices gave me the same weightage of Pros & Cons!

In the end, I spoke to my cousin (Thanks, Keanbon!) and he spoke to me for hours, explaining to me everything and advising me of the right route to take on. Of course, he persuaded me into going to JC as he feels that I could make it. Moreover, he promised to take care of my GP & Econs when I enrolled to JC. There again, I have to leave work early if I were to enrol into JC; which was what I doesn't want!

I thought & I thought... ... then something came to my mind; "Is the 2-months of work & promise what I want to replace the brighter future ahead of me? Am I going to give it up just like that, for 2-months of work & promise?"
Then... ... I knew... ... I should look ahead and not just cherish this 2-months. There will be a day for the 2-months to come!

Hence, this is my choice:

1. SAJC (ARTS)
2. AJC (ARTS)
3. NYJC (SCIENCE)
4. NYJC (ARTS)
5. NP (ACC)
6. SP (ACC)
7. TP (ACC)
8. NP (BFS)
9. SP (BFS)
10. NP (BS)
11. SP (BA)
12. SP (HR)

So, that's all that I hoped for and I really really hope I could get into SAJC. Its just down the road for me. Then, I'm going to train up my stamina by joining Swimming & Water-polo (To lose fats too).

Hugs, Selene

Life Is Full of Unexpectancy. BUT . if You Put in Ample Hardwork, Unexpectancy will Turn into Moments of Joy

Yesterday was a meaningful day. I woke up early in the morning and when I caught a sudden glimpse on my mobile screen, I was delighted. Two messages was received and both were encouragements from my friends! (Credits to Amanda Poon & Charmaine Tan)

I went off to work as soon as I could get, and there, I received encouragements from my collegues and boss. I felt touched for the first time when I knew so many people cares for me. (Thanks to Albert Ng,Bel Quek,Joanna Chen, Yuan & Ken Goh)

My anxiety level did not decrease much for when I was in 171, on the way to school, I daydreamed of myself failing English and Humanities, having nowhere to go. I was behaving that way because, I really did not put in real efforts to study for that two subjects and even those that I was doing well, I have no confidence at all. I couldn't even buck up my courage and walk into the school. I have to wait for Yvonne to come!

While in the hall, when Mr. Francis Tan told me that there was 3 10-Pointers in our class and asked me whether I would be one of them, I couldn't catch what he meant. Does he has the intention to make me feel that I did well bud in fact, I didn't? My heart was pounding fast when the ceremony starts, I was wondering whether could I pass English and also, get enough points to go into courses I desires. When the slide was flashed, 11pupils from Express stream fails English!!! I wanted so much to scream! Could it be me? I thought at that moment. Then, there comes the outstanding pupils awards that obtained L1B5 of 10pTs and Less... The last slide for this section contained pupils from our class, the last 3 that obtained 10pointers. When I opened my eyes from shockness, I saw my name and my photo on the screen! I almost screamed out and I stood up immediately! (Congrats Yinqing & Ragu too, they are the other two 10-pointers with me)

I was even shocked when I saw that I obtained a B3 for my English! I scored 50marks exactly for Prelims and now, I gotten a B3? Its a 3-grades difference! Okay, fun over, time to reveal the rest of my results!

When I heard Priyaa failed her combined Humans, I was shocked, and I decided to tell Mr Teo sorry if he told me I failed C.Humans! When I get to Mr Teo, my first question was "Mr Teo, I got pass my Humans?" And then followed by "My English got B3 leh!" He replied with "Lucky you, got B3" And I was saying "Ya, I knew my English got B3, my Humans leh?" "B3 lAr!"-was what he said! "Ahhhhh!" was the first reaction I gave to him and when I ask him whether he's surprised I obtained B3 in these two subjects, he frowned and told me I could do better than that. My heart sunk. Please lor, I got a D7/E8 for my Humans in Prelims leh! Its a 4or5-grades jump leh!

Last but not the least, I have 5 distinctions! I got 11for L1R5, 10for L1B5 & 8for L1R2B2!!!!! My Maths, Science, and POA got A1.... All my grades were exactly as per what I have targetted for myself!!!! I love my O'lEvels results slip!!!!

Finally, I want to thank Mr Emmanuel Teo for not looking down on me since Jan'07, giving me encouragements throughout my 2 years with the dragons. Also, he helped me in my EL and Humans alot (which were my worse subjects of all) AND not forgetting all the teachers and friends that walked me through my last part in Yishun Town!!! I love you all!! AND Dragons, thanks for befriending me!!!

Still, I wanna thank a person that was always with me no matter what. Dar` I love you very very much, I will continue to strive hard in future, making up a beautiful path of future for us... I love you!!!

Hugs,
Selene

Wow Wow Wow... ... seen my new skin? How do you find it? Nice? The credits
shall goes to TongTong for designing such wonderful skin with all the perfect
linkage ETC. Anyway, coming soon will be a nice cursor which I'll be either
making it myself or I will just grab one from other skins.

Anyway, back to my side.

Yesterday night, Dar Dar came to my house to accompany me. I'm so touched when he didn't forget coming. {Only that he was late ;)} We went to sleep after watching the 11O'clock news and then we snores away after sharing happenings that happened recently. Of course, that night I had a comfortable sleep curling up to him, and being in his arms. (OopS, thats all that happened OK?)

This morning was an even wonderful one, we woke up early and there I was, preparing breakfast for him! Though they were instant food, but I guess he loved it because I made it for him! Then off we went out (I went to work & He went home to be a Mummy-Hugger).

Thinking about tomorrow I felt like I was hanging in the air, wanting TML not to come... Tomorrow will be the release of my O'Levels results! I'm so afraid I would fail my english... As I knew I didn't put in real efforts during preparations. I'm becoming more & more afraid of my results. What if I couldn't get into the courses I wanted to get in? Tomorrow is coming and I'm dying!

Okay, I think thats all for now and I need to get back to serious work. (I'm working now) Take care, everyone and all the best for the nearing O'Lvls results! Look forward to my cursor and BYE BYE!!!

Hugs,
Selene

Hi All,

A new year, A new look. I hope that this new blog will become a successful one. I hope my blog will be fully furnished with insights of my life and of course, it will be regular and updated! Just look out!

Love,
Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥