Harlow People!

New blogskin and I hope it's kind of 'nice' for all. My previous skins are usually BLACK in colour but this time, I've decided to do it WHITE. I had a hard time editing the measurements and positions, so PLS enjoy.

It's rather of a NEW job scope for me that I now have no time to idle and play around in the office. I was so tired after work @ 7PM that I nearly SLEEP while WALKING. Went to Bugis to meet hubby to get some baby gifts from Michelle. I felt so great when I saw the baby clothings, although most of them are HOME-WEARs. But it just made me feel great looking at the clothings.
Now I have FREE BATHTUB for my girl, FREE STERILISER, FREE PORTABLE 摇篮
*Great Thanks to those that provides =X*,
and so now, I just need her COT, PRAM, SHAKER, one more 摇篮，CARRIER, SLING, and her MILK BOTTLES and STUFFS... Planning to get them after DECEMBER =X

AND my hair's been super dry recently that I think I gonna die soon with my hair like this. All thanks to my creative mum for buying that weird brand of shampoo which made me have no choice but to use it. Planning to change a type of shampoo soon!

Sometimes I really feel that my baby's malnutritious. I'm 5-months now and still. the tummy's small like hell. BUT the doctors didn't say that it was problematic afterall. Wondering whether to believe doctors or not?
Apparently, the Down Syndrome Test which I took seems safe and should be in the LOW RISK range since I didn't receive any bad news after so many days. I suppose it is a sign of celebration?

I seriously looked forward to the completion of my flat procedures so that, in no time, I'll be able to get my new house soon.
*Thats my dream house OKAY?*
I so damn EAGER about the arrival of the date!

*scream*
WONDER WHY?
because there's a cockroach in the kitchen YTD! Although I didn't see it, but it gave me tha freaking feel and phobia again!

I'm so tired and I gonna rest before striving for work again!
*yawns*
BBYE~

*waves*
Selene

FINALLY, I've finished the whole serial of 《溏心风暴II之家好月圆》already! It's really a very fabulous and worthy show to watch. All the deeds of GREED really are well filmed and played. It truely shows how GREED made a person do things that aren't imaginable. NICE!

AND now I'm back to "Nothing to do" again. Can someone tell me to watch some shows that are worthy of my watch? *PLEASE: NO ANIME / CARTOON!* HAHAs.

TML will be my check-up. I got to go through blood test tomorrow and ARRGHHS, I hate it!

I'm super sleepy and tired now. Just had McWings Meal for lunch and now my throat hurts a little. My eyes' closing and I'm physically tired.

TIRED. SHALL GO ONLINE SHOPPING ARND!

BBYE!

I find life a little weird with some people. Its rather random to be thinking this way but it's what I've concluded.

LIFE is like a joke for everyone and I suppose, the main purpose of it is to live it happily. But I just couldn't bring myself into doing it. I fret about problems everyday, about how people changes, how lonely I became at times. But I never ever THANK GOD for all that that HE has given to me. I'll take this blogging time to THANK HIM for all those that HE has done for me.

I know I'm a 'betrayer', I'm 'sliding' away from HIM. But in my true heart, HE exist, although not as strong as strong believer would be. But in my heart, there's always a place for HIM. I shouldn't keep on fretting on problems that I knew HE would solve for me and I should just let go of all unhappiness around me. That would be a real change of me and to get back a NEW SELENE.

No matter is it spiritually, physically, or emotionally, I do seek HIS help to come upon me and to clense me off all my dirts that has accumulated. I want HIM to wash away all stupid thoughts about helping those that I doesn't want to help out with. I want HIM to give me a new life, to appreciate my HUBBY and my little NICOLE, to get me my passion and fulfil my dream of becoming an accounts lover again, just like I've done before years ago.

People reading this blog might think that I'm crazy; I didn't attend church regularly, and yet I hope for HIM to do so much for me.

But I really think I need a new life and not dwell into the past again!

I need to tell myself: "Selene, its over and there's a new life awaiting you! Go for it!"

AND hence, I shall end this entry with this message...
"God's always there for me when I needed HIM and I believe this once too. HE showered so much love for me and I want so much to THANK HIM for all those".

God Bless,
Selene

YOYO, loading 家好月圆 so came to blog!

Such bad experiences I had the night before. Excessive vomitting for the whole night since 11PM plus all the way till morning when we decided to go to the hospital. Went out halfway, had some problems with my tummy and went back home. Then went off to the hospital again and was WARDED for 4HOURS PLUS, had drip and glucose syrup on my hand! The needle's damn painful LAR.

Dehydration is damn pathetic and troublesome. I had to go on wheelchair and YUP so xin ku. Luckily I'm not alone sia! If not sure sad wor! Thanks hubby for that!

Thought I would be well after discharging.. But in the evening, it worsen abit and my usual headache with body ache came back, accompanied by the nauseous AGAIN!

Luckily this morning I was feeling much better but not as great as before. I couldn't even finish that packet of rice and I don't feel hungry! SO damn worried that my Nicole went wrong seh! HAHAs...

I realli hope not and YUP, Hubby decided to call her BOY BOY again cos he still think that it's a boy... NVM lar.. Let him call!

So blessed to have someone beside you when U're sick.. I mean really sick in this way. Being wheelchaired here and there, even to the toilet, having someone waiting for you while you are in treatment, for a whole of 4hrs and more... Having someone bring you for breakfast and den sent you home. I felt so damn blessed and forgive me for saying it again, I know you don't like to hear that: "THANK YOU LAO GONG!"

Replies to TAGS:

Von - HAHA, was thinking of better names mah, Don't really fancy the name NICOLE mah...
But now I think its okay le.. NICOLE's quite nice too... HAHAs

Jasmine - Thanks and surprised to see your taggy! Have linked you =) Visit more often ;)

How great is it to see the growing of the small little dot. I felt so blessed when I see it.

YES, I admit that I do regret at times when I remembers about me giving up my life, my dream and passion to be an accountant, to work hard for the future career ahead of me. It's really a struggle to make this move that nobody would agree to it BUT since yesterday, I felt that all these had been worthwhile.

The small little one that used to be so tiny told me, "Mummy, all your sacrifices are not forgotten." AND I think that would be enough for me. Moreover, that wouldn't mark the end of my life as I still have routes to choose. I appreciate the gift God has given to me and YES, I do feel blessed after the ultrasound yesterday.

Looking at this little dot and seeing it turned into a perfect human body do make me feel that life is full of wonders. I saw her sucking her thumb with that little tiny mouth of hers. I saw her legs and arms moving happily inside. AND most importantly of all, her heart pumping and pumping, making me feel that she's more and more real. I just love that little her inside me.

YES, I mentioned 'her'. The doctor told us that it's a baby girl. Of course hubby was disappointed but HOW can he be disappointed for that long? She's our child after all. AND great job to Yvonne for her sixth sense! HAHAs, remember to tell us the 4-digit which you would see HOR!

YUP, I went for the ultrasound yesterday and after like half an hour, the little girl inside of me doesn't want to show her heart. Thus I had no choice but to go for a lunch and walk before going back to continue the scan. HAHAs, her daddy bought her milk powder and then SHE FINALLY SHOWED HER HEART! Made all of us so exhausted especially hubby who had not slept since the night before.

AND those who MSNed me would have known, we decided to name her NICOLE... HAHA... Damn funny but I'm still hesistating. All thanks to the show on Channel 8 Mon-Fri @ 9PM.

Today's Father-in-law's birthday. I got to go to Woodlands later on in the evening for dinner. And after cooking porridge, I'm exhausted and I need a nap. My Nicole needs it. ;)

AND YUP, 's damn nice larh!!

GTG

Hugs,
Selene aka Nicole's mummy!

MEMORIES ARE MADE HERE, INTO THE MEMORIES OF OUR HEART
ISLAND BLOG UPDATED @ 1:17 PM

JUST a notice for Yvonne Oh: I'm done with 3 FULL CHAPTERS of MO WANG le..

And HAHAs... Next few days I wont be viwawa-ing le..

Cos I gonna watch 'Tang Xin Feng Bao zhi Hua Hao Yue Yuan' on Tian Tian Tian Movie!! Haas!!

:P

Proud of me ... HAHAs.. & Happy 'worming' with your EAR..

Next week don't feel like K-ing... Can we go swimming? Bud ur the swimming suit that you can lend me is 1-piece or 2-piece de? I can't wear 2-piece lei...

;)

Specially posted for you OKAY!

Hugs,
Selene

HAHA~ I went reading people's blog again AND I DIDNT TAG!

ON MC yesterday and stayed at HOME!
SCV's spoilt and couldn't watch the show yesterday except for the Singapore Dramas...
COOKED lunch for hubby and I just love POTATOEs lar!
WAS so reluctant when mum came back and said "Girl, go cook dinner"
HENCE, I didn't cook dinner and went down to buy instead ;) ---> Was realli tired OKAY!
MUM went out for her 'concert' while hubby went to work!
ATE ICE CREAM in the room watching TV until 10pm...
YAWNed and YAWNed and finally, after washing up, I went to ORHsss ORHsss...

WAS so reluctant to wake up this morning
HUBBY called at 8am to wake me up before he goes to bed
DRAGGED my feet to work
ATE peanut pancake and ICED MILO and
GUESS what? ----> I'll replace CHWEE KUAY with PEANUT PANCAKE from now on! YUMMY
ROTTING after reading everyone's blog and settling my UNDONE WORK...
AND i'll be viwawa-ing later... ---> VOn, I'll watch tt show next week okay? I promisw ;)

HAIS, Boss' still not back from overseas... Getting damn bored in the office ALMOST ALONE everydae... ANYWAY even if he's not overseas, I'll not be seeing him around the office either! Just so envious of him that he could go overseas as and when he wants!
I SHALL BE BOSS ONE DAY!
HAHAs....

SHALL VIWAWA now!

**Anyway, Hubby scold me YTD for waking him up! ANGRY SEH and I threatened him with his scolding when he wakes up and he was so adorable feeling apologetic for his attitude towards me.... HAHAs**

Hugs, Selene :D

ONE happy happening recently: YTD went to have a nice dinner with HUBBY and I am blissful!

ONE happy acheivement of the day: I'm now LVL 11 in VIWAWA BIG2.5 (Finally over Lvl 10)!

ONE happy day anticipated: HANA YORI DANGO and PIZZA HUT with VON this weekends!

.... ONE unhappy problem occurred: My HEAD ACHES, my SHOULDERS are SWOLLEN! ....

and I'm hungry now! (<-trying to be random?)

HAIS...

Found that I got to do something to my shoulder, seriously. I just felt my head so heavy and the joint of my shoulder and the head will break any moment! I couldn't really sleep well at all and when I wake up the next morning, I almost couldn't move myself out of bed. The pain is TERRIBLE! And HAIS, I wonder when it will end!

AND one happy fact to add on: I can thrive on so many things NOW!! (and I feel so great!)
*WEEPS!*

HAIS...

I really can't move after clicking on the mouse from 9am till NOW(6PM)! CONTINUOUSLY!

After work LER... I shall GO FOR MY DINNER!!
*WHOOPS* and I wanna STRAWBERRY SUNDAE TOO!

HAAAS...

VON, SEEYA DURING WEEKENDS OH? AND YUP! SUNDAY OKAY? HAHA! MSN me! or SMS me! RAWKS!

HUGS,Selene >.<

I find myself peeping @ people's blog secretly, without tagging. HAHAs. But how I find their life so interesting! Their life are filled of fun; camps, friends' gathering, shopping, etcccc, etccc.... .... I felt so lose out =[

However, it's kind of surprised that FRIENDS that I doesn't know much/ hasn't being keeping in contact for more than a year or two, OR EVEN THREE, they still remembers me. Thought of the past, especially in PRI sch when I'm like the Organiser of everything, in Lower SEC when I'm playing around with friends, memories refilled again AND now that I realise, HOW I MISS THEM DEARLY; the fun and the PPL!!

To my long-lost friends:
"LOTS OF MISSES AND FOND MEMORIES THAT WAS ACCUMULATED OVER THE YEARS! HOW I WISH TO MEET ALL OF YOU AGAIN, IN GROUPS AND GROUPS AND GROUPS, TO LET ME REFRESH THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES!"
----------that goes to KCS Buddies: Rmb e BBQ @ ECP long long time ago! Last gathering and how I was sunburnt and DOTS DOTS DOTS... FUN!!!
.................not forgetting MAC CSP: Rmb how we chilled out during off days, how we TOOK LEAVES together and play out? How fun we enjoyed ourselves at work and after work? The SABO-ing when it comes to PPL's birthdaySS, the X'mas Party late @ night, the NEW YR Parties and all. I miss them!!!
.................the small lil' group of pals that I loved from LOWER SEC YTSS: HAHAs... How we play and lock ourselves in classrooms to chat, play, and sing?? How we walk arnd NorthPt, Going to your houses to play with DOGS, etc, etc, ..... HAHAHAs.. DOGs-I suppose u noe who I refer to... (I only have 1 pal in sec sch that I go to HER hse to 'play' with her DOG)
................and not forgetting DRAGONS... HAHA, something that made me remarkable, the group that changed my fate of life and causes so many happiness in life. HOW they made me feel tt I'm not abandoned and there's still hope for my FUTURE! RAWKS... How we play @ ALOHA? How we SING in e ROOM of ALOHA and was been LISTENED ILLEGALLY by the father? (HAHAs, I still rmbs how embarrasing that was OKAY?)
................and then, HOW I MISS my accounts again!! ACCOUNTS!! I MISS, the MOST!!

HAHAs... That was random... Hmmm, nothing much to blog about anymore, Left with one more hour @ work, SHALL PLAY MY LONG-FORGOTTEN VIWAWA!!!

Selene :XmuacksX:

(Retrieved 4 September 2008, from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Planetarium)

I had a hard time finding the name and lyrics of this song. That's because the source of the song where I get from are all in translated CHINESE. The moment I saw the correct name of the song, I relate them to piano, for no reasons. Then, an urge drives me to find out the real meaning of it.

I guess now I know what has the content of the lyrics got to do with the title. Its a loving kind of lyrics, casting a lover in the theatre of stars. (I suppose, just doesn't know how to explain, but It's touching!)

The song's great! And with this song, it signals to all that I've also finished watching Hana Yori Dango 1!!! Now I'm left with the anime before I can step into the cinema (which I don't suppose I wanna watch as I won't understand larh).

People, enjoy the song, its the first track in my playlist. Other added songs are:

Wish (Hana Yori 1 Main Theme) - ARASHI,
Love So Sweet (Hana Yori 2 Main Theme) - ARASHI,
and a MIDI...

(Specially highlighted for Yvonne Oh cos that's her favourite besides Kinki Kids).

So, I shall make this entry SONG & LYRICS ONLY...

Below are the lyrics of this song, Planetarium... ... (Japanese reading version is in the lyrics scroller)
*The CHinese one abit WEIRD but its direct translation*

A silly me, getting sad over the disability of finding the seasoning for my Mamee Snacks!

HAHAs...

I suppose I shall not waste time idling around for I've done that for more than 3hours already!! Oh Gosh, I don't suppose I should continue to do that right?

However, eating Mamee is great! The taste is BAGUS!!

I'm so exhausted as I didn't really slept enough these few days. Dar went out at around 1am to chat with his friend, who met with some relationship problems, and came back only at 3am... The way he describe me scolding him in my dreams was really hilarious!

"Am I that violent and UN-ladylike when I'm asleep?" OHNO!! (Sorry Von, use your lover's name)...

And in the end we ended up with a pillow fight or a tickling fight early in the morning @ 7am plus when I'm supposed to be still in my sleep.

He told me that he, too, can't stand his friend's GF's willfullness... WHICH hints me to be more soft on him... HAHAs... My gosh, YOU wait long long okay!!

And now when I'm munching my Mamee, the thought of LUNCH came about to me? What shall I have for lunch today? I'm so bored of the food downstairs... I wanna go somewhere else... I wanna eat at Golden Mile Complex opposite tt hawker... BUT that was SO FAR AWAY!!! Sianx man!! I need good food.... .... HAHAs...

OHYAR, when I was shopping @ Toa Payoh yesterday, guess what I saw... I saw SO MANY MANY SNOOPY's SHOES... FOR KIDS... :( I frowned... and I told Dar I wanna get it for our baby... He said "SIAOS" and walked away!!

Its so ABNORMAL to see Snoopy shoes lying around mah... ESP in Singapore mah... When I pretended to be angry, he nearly bought... BUT reasonable lar... The smallest size are for 1Year Old... How can my baby need tt? HAIS... But sad lar... 难得看见SNOOPY嘞！

OKAY, I was interrupted by calls and gotten irritated after the call... To cool myself down... Showtime!! HEEs!!

Selene-o-"

I was listening to Flavour of Life again, reading the english translated lyrics.

Hi people!

I really hope you guys could take time to enjoy these 2 videos. Its super meaningful and touching, especially to me.

I actually doesn't like Japanese version of Meteor Garden, but because of the coming up of the movie of the Final Version, I'm being 'forced' to watch it. However, I fell in love with it. It's so much as touching as the chinese version and YUP, I enjoyed it, especially for this song by Utada Hikaru!

People, even if you don't like the show, please watch the second video. Its damn it touching and meaningful for the lyrics! For people that love the show, all the most you must watch Video 2!!!

Enjoy YEAH?

P/S: Von, I watched finish everything already OKAY? Don't look down at me... KEKE! Nice... You say Jun-chan from Arashi acting? As which lead huh? Issit the same for the TV Serial??

Hugs, Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥