Hi people...

DILEMMA now...

Polyclinic or Goldheart?

Which should I choose?

I realise...
I AM BACK TO BLOGGING MOOD!

I don't know how to react when I received a message from my brother that my mum cried over breakfast... How would I know what happened and how to help her with that. My brother told me "apparently, she's worried about you". I sigh... What to do? Pack my bag and go back to her? Throw my baby and my husband away? I knew her concerns, but mummy, I chose this route. I know I would regret in time to come back what can I do with it? I can only make it BETTER and BETTER and BETTER... Running away from the problem wouldn't help, it will only make them worse.

Alright, that's it... My life is SCREWED UP... I mean real this time. I'm in a mess in mind of what I am going to do. I am bothered about going to eat grass kinda life soon. I came upon this on CATS RECRUIT from Straits Times: Earn while you study... True? ... It look real interesting and it would be nice if I can get it. It just means that I study on internship where the fees are forked out by the employer and I can earn $1000 a month... AND get a certificate of diploma in hospitality at the end of the day! So.... ..... *dun noe what to say* It came at the right time and hopefully I get that.

Brought Nicole to AMK Hub to apply for Baristas position @ Coffee Bean... Went to have a drink at Subway while writing a gift card, went to NTUC to buy bread for Nicole, and headed back home. Met a nice guy while alighting the bus and HE HELPED ME WITH THE PRAM! I was touched seriously because that proves that Singapore do have good souls! He helped me cross the road as well. AND I realise, he stays in my block! But only God knew which level he stays at. OMG, I sound like some 'hua chi'....

HAHAHAHAHA!

Hugs,
Selene

Everything just don't fall into places for me.

Hi people,

Sorry for not blogging enough (it's really tiring at times that I view and not BLOG!)

AND sorry for losing my self recently due to the family problems arised! (Read HATES OF SELENE for more)

Nicole just came back from a gathering of Leo's relatives and yes, they are nice people and certainly love Nicole alot. She behaved herself well just now (although we just went out for 4hours) and smile to the correct people at the same time. THEY wasn't that bad as some ridiculous people has told me they are! In fact, I find them well to get along with and certainly easy with them!

Nicole loves Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars so much recently and when I sang her that, while clapping her legs and hands together, she would really laugh out lots, followed by the continuous 'talking'... We just babbered non-stop just now, filling the room with HIGH FREQUENCY of sounds... OR NOISES!
Simply saying: I love playing with her and making her laugh like mad! Its bonding time really!

Nicole has been suspected to be teething (those having my MSN would have seen such comments already)...
The inner part of her gums (nearer to the jaws) has a white spot which I'm sure its NOT AN ULCER!... Because it's so rough and sharp when we touched it. Still not sure because we were puzzled as she's only 15weeks (ie 3months plus) now and her gum don't look swollen to me! She has been drinking well and GOSH? How can the baby teeth start growing from inside, of course its definitely not impossible for teeths to grow from inside but usually they will start growing from the front!
Whatever it is, she's still suspected because she has been drooling ALOT recently and has just gotten another 'name' from me; SALIVA FOUNTAIN!

Her Daddy was telling me that she has had enough nicknames for the whole of her life already and we should stop calling her with more nicknames... HAHA but I just can't resist it, neither can he!

Another milestone of Nicole was that she has finally be drinking 150ml (ie 5oz) ... AND I'm really glad because that would then means she will grow more and more and more and more!... She had grown from 5.3kg to 5.5 kg in around 2 weeks! Rather pleased with it lar but BABE, you can do better!

BTW, her daddy and her are sleeping in the room right now... 2 piggySSS.... HAHA!

Should be meeting YVONNE OH this afternoon and yet she SMSed me @ 5.30pm just now that SHE JUST WOKE UP!... HAHA... Pig Yvonne... HAHAs.... Will meet her later! Hee!

Nicole's going to have her hair shaved this month, the 23rd!... So heartpain to see all her hairs dropping then... I can't bear to shave it off... Might be trimming her eyebrows and eyelashes as well.. BUT STILL DECIDING... Should I?....

Hee.. Sorry, my cam batt flat and I'm lazy to change the battery now... Shall upload pictures next time!

HATES OF SELENE blog has been updated, wanna view then ask me lor... If those from IDO, can go Boiler Room to see then!

♥ SELENE TEO ♥