Recently bought Autumn In My Heart DVD which I've longed for since long ago. AND, I was still in the midst of finishing it for the "don't know how many times".

I love the show since the very first time I've watched it on the TV. I remembered my mum and I watching it and WE were CRYING in the living room. The show never fails to make me cry, no matter how many times I've watched it and even if I know what will the actor say the next sentence, I'll still cry! Its really a very bitter-sweet story, I must admit.

EnXi was really very pathetic and pitiful in the story. However, when I watch the sweet parts at the start, starring her & JunXi (her brother) , I loved it! They were brother & sister (not 2 of the same gender), and yet, so close to one another. The kind of closeness and love in them was so unimaginable if you've never watch this show! They know one another from inside out and they never fails to know what the other was thinking & feeling. That is what made me cry after I watch the part where they were separated because of some miserable happenings!

It's really a coincidence for them (XinAi & EnXi) to falls in the same class & school. Although I admit that its the story plot that made it coincident but let's just forget that this is not a plot in the story, its just a real-life story, ok?
XinAi was of course a girl that made me so hateful towards her! She sucks*, I must say. (Though i knew I couldn't blame on her as that is due to her growing-up environment) How can she snatch EnXi's family from her all out a sudden and hate EnXi for that when it's not EnXi's fault. I couldn't imagine myself being identified as an 'IMPOSTER' in the family after 14years of good lifestyle, how can EnXi do so. Moreover, she's so close to her family members, especially her brother. Its so cruel to make her think that her FAMILY couldn't or doesn't want her anymore! & the most hateful thing is that, they leave her alone in the country while they leave for America!
Not to mention practical things (like $$ and Education opportunities), emotionally hurt is already a very big blow to a 14-year-old girl like EnXi. How can her parents leave her there?

However, this kind of people are worthy of my praise! Despite having to switch from a RICH status to a very POOR status, she did not turn bad, like XinAi. Her gentle and kind attitude/character made her adorable and attractive (to me a well). I just love her attitude and if this kind of attitude exists in real life, I would love to own it!

Their love story was a daring and loving one, as I doesn't have this kind of feeling before. I think that's why it's called "lan se shen si lian"... I think I'll only experience it if me and Dar are being forced apart and we faced the reality of death, WHICH I DOESN"T WANT A TASTE OF IT AT ALL!!!

& the most interesting part was that TaiXi, a flirty guy, actually changed for EnXi! And his selfless love was indeed great and touching! If a guy does this to me, I'll hug him right away and get together with him!! HAHA!! PROVIDED I'm SINGLE & AVAILABLE!!

The previous times I watched this show, I've never cried when it show the part of EnXi suffering in cancer. BUD this time, I cried and it was a miserable cry though! I think that was probably because till now, I've seen 2 of my loved ones contracting cancer and one, sadly, had passed away! It's really a nightmare to them as it's an 'UN-SAIDable' pain that I myself couldn't describe!

I yearn to go home right away as I wanna finish the show! & I'm left with 1 more disc which is 4Hrs or so! I miss the show! -->HAHA (And I'm thinking of watching again before school starts!)

So, here I was, slacking again!

Yesterday Dar came and picked me off from work and we went to eat LATE LATE LATE dinner @ KFC!
Upon reaching home and changing out, I couldn't stand it and went up on bed right away. Dar was watching his 11 o'Clock news (as usual) and I was so tired that I fell asleep in his arms (without me knowing) and then, when I woke up halfway through, he has switched off the TV and was preparing to sleep too. He's so caring towards me YTD and ya, I enjoyed it! & I love him!

He still woke up @ 5plus, telling me that he couldn't sleep. I wanted to accompany him to stay awake but he ask me to sleep. So, the tired me went back to my dreamland while he surfed net. The sleep was interrupted when I heard songs from my blog! I woke up and told him 'I love you' and went back to sleep! Then he still woke me up tiredlessly this morning and LYING ME that it was 9AM when its just like 8AM!! Haha~ BUD his lie made me wake up!
We went for breakfast before he sent me to work and go visit his Dad!

& on the way to work, I said something bout his Mum & he get angry with me right away! So damn fierce that I dare not speak up after that! I love Dar Dar!!

So, that's all I think and ya! I've not done alot of things yet!! SHITTTTTT!!!

BTW, tml is Good Friday, meaning off day! Got to go Woodlands to teach the girl either in the morning or afternoon! Need to call her mum later -.-"

HAHAAHAHA~~ & my new gadgets nice??

My typing speed was damn slow!! I'm so disappointed: 1st try 46, 2nd try 46, 3rd try 49, 4th try 42, 5th try 46!! Average= 45.8!! (Round off 46!!)

HAHAHAHAA~~

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Huggs,
Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥