KAOS! I typed everything and its all gone! No mood liaos!
Alright, here's the most important update from my 'ALREADY TYPED POST'
Nicole has been well (except for the choking of the saliva which sounds like coughing and the sneezing)... She can now lift her head up real high as compared to when she was younger. She loves to look around her especially for the CNY Deco hung in my living room. She can stare at it for 10minutes and smile/laugh at it! Her eyes follows moving objects very closely now and when we were out, in the taxi, she will stare outside at the moving trees, as if the trees really fly!

But thinking about all these cuteness in her, my heart became so ... SAD! She's going to be admitted to hospital tomorrow and then, have her operation on Monday. Pains and sufferings will follow her until a few months later.
First: She has to go without milk from 10am tomorrow. (Imagine how painful it has been to me to be on drip, needless to say her!)
Second: She has to bear the pain of a wound on her buttock and if operation complicates, at the left side of her tummy!
Then: She got to stand the pain of a 'metal stick' going into her anus for months to let the 'hole' be bigger

*Ouch its just too painful*
And these are the prayers for her:
Oh Lord,
1). Please bless that she will not cry too much / be too hungered during the days without milk.
2). Please bless that she will not be too painful and the sufferrings would be lessen for her.
3). She will not miss home & her lovely bed AND felt that Daddy and Mummy no longer love her.
4). She will not miss Mummy whenever I leave her bedside for lunch and dinner.
5). She will get well real soon, be a strong girl always, and start to play with Daddy and Mummy once again!
I guess all parents do understand the pains of YOU seeing your little ones going to suffer, or even cry! I bet my tears will flow when I see her in pain tomorrow, poor girl. (AND the worse thing now was that I can't kiss her as I am having a flu & cough!)

Here's some pictures of Nicole:

♥ SELENE TEO ♥