With the birth of Nicole, my life changes.
Waking up in the middle of the night no longer feel strange to me, I'm getting used to it.
Seeing her been fed and watching her sleep made me feel like that best person in life and the best gift God has given me.
I adore Him like how I adore my girl and hubby!
Thinking through the past, God has given me many chances in my life. He has made my growing up healthy and strong, overcoming all difficulties, be it academically or with the family.
My life route took a turn when I'm 14 and God revived it for me, making me change for the better, acheiving my best academic results (making me proud) and learning that kinship is there for me.
I left God's embrace when I am 17 going 18, made a big mistake that is irreversible. But God never gave up on me, He twisted the fate and gave me a new life, with my new family, making me cherish more than ever. He was the one that made me feel the touch of this new world, seeing Nicole and Dear in my life forever. He planned everything for me and here I adores Him and I thank Him for all his givings!
I know it would feel weird for non-christians to view this post, but what is written is all my thoughts!
BTW, to all who's concerned, Nicole's feeling better now, and her jaundice level has dropped tremendously already.
Here's a picture of her (taken by her 舅舅):
