I wanted to post something DEMORALISING earlier on, but the phone in the office kept ringing and I have no mood for that anymore.

Just happened to felt so sad after reading somebody's blog. They are doing well and I seemed like a disgrace to them. I felt like I'm being looked down or on a different island with them. They used to adore me and one time, I seemed to have blended into their life. But all were gone now.

When can I be like them, being so successful in life?

AND now I sort of regret for this foolish act. I shouldn't have let it happened, and now it has destroyed all my dreams and passion. How I yearn to be an accountant or something related. But yet, all I have now is only an O'levels certificate. YES, you may say, that I did well for my O'
levels. But in years to go, the certificate would not hold any significant value anymore!

Life still have to go on, but I'm grateful, at least, that I have people around me who gave a helping hand. I do still feel regretful and SAD for not being able to complete my studies, but yet, like what I have planned, studies would still be a 'sooner or later' kind of thing.

Alright, enough for the EMO-ing and I've got to get back to work NOW before time run out again!

---SELENE---

♥ SELENE TEO ♥