I was reading a blog of a mummy that I knew from a forum. The blog was solely dedicated to her little daughter and what I read made my nose turn sour and my eyes red.

I always thought this mummy was just like me, a teenage mum, but I knew I was wrong after reading her blog. She was pregnant in 2004 and lost her first son (for what ever reason) unborn. After 3 long years (or so), she was pregnant with a pair of twins. For many parents, it would be so much a delight to know that you/your wife was pregnant with twins (moreover its a girl and a boy).
However, fate twisted and the twin brother was born stillborn with the head still 'stucked' in the mum's womb. That caused the parents to lose, yet, another son. However, the daughter gave them a hope by continue-ing to grow well despite the many complications.
Finally, the day had arrived. This little girl was delivered throught emergency C-section due to some complications. But the prematured girl was to be kept in an incubator.
Fate twisted again and this girl, lived for 2 days and lost her battle in life like her brothers too.

How saddening can any other stories be compared to this one? How pain-strikened would their parents be? I knew a parent that lost her baby before 3 months pregnant, she was already so sad and pain-strikening... How could this parents of the three lovely babies (that could be lively jumping about if nothing happens to them) survive throught all these pains?

I really can't imagine me in her shoes, losing a baby you have been bearing with for so many months. All I could wish for now, was for Nicole to live a healthy life in replacement of the 3 little babies that doesn't have a chance to learn more on Earth.

And I was really glad that this mum, having lost three of her precious, did not isolate herself so that long and have even completed her diploma some time ago and have a wonderful career ahead of her! I supposed that's what God has planned for her and her husband. And I sincerely hope for a well-being in the future and that they would have a child of their own! Kudos to her and YUP, I'm really touched by this story except that I can never understand the true pains in their hearts (And I don't wish to either!)...

All thanks to her that I learned that I would need to cherish every moment with my girl and also thanks to her that now I will never regret keeping the baby instead of aborting it.

*Nicole has to stay strong and Mummy will be there with you forever! Love my precious!*

Hugs,
Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥