I find life a little weird with some people. Its rather random to be thinking this way but it's what I've concluded.

LIFE is like a joke for everyone and I suppose, the main purpose of it is to live it happily. But I just couldn't bring myself into doing it. I fret about problems everyday, about how people changes, how lonely I became at times. But I never ever THANK GOD for all that that HE has given to me. I'll take this blogging time to THANK HIM for all those that HE has done for me.

I know I'm a 'betrayer', I'm 'sliding' away from HIM. But in my true heart, HE exist, although not as strong as strong believer would be. But in my heart, there's always a place for HIM. I shouldn't keep on fretting on problems that I knew HE would solve for me and I should just let go of all unhappiness around me. That would be a real change of me and to get back a NEW SELENE.

No matter is it spiritually, physically, or emotionally, I do seek HIS help to come upon me and to clense me off all my dirts that has accumulated. I want HIM to wash away all stupid thoughts about helping those that I doesn't want to help out with. I want HIM to give me a new life, to appreciate my HUBBY and my little NICOLE, to get me my passion and fulfil my dream of becoming an accounts lover again, just like I've done before years ago.

People reading this blog might think that I'm crazy; I didn't attend church regularly, and yet I hope for HIM to do so much for me.

But I really think I need a new life and not dwell into the past again!

I need to tell myself: "Selene, its over and there's a new life awaiting you! Go for it!"

AND hence, I shall end this entry with this message...
"God's always there for me when I needed HIM and I believe this once too. HE showered so much love for me and I want so much to THANK HIM for all those".

God Bless,
Selene

♥ SELENE TEO ♥