♥ Saturday, September 20, 2008
How great is it to see the growing of the small little dot. I felt so blessed when I see it.
YES, I admit that I do regret at times when I remembers about me giving up my life, my dream and passion to be an accountant, to work hard for the future career ahead of me. It's really a struggle to make this move that nobody would agree to it BUT since yesterday, I felt that all these had been worthwhile.
The small little one that used to be so tiny told me, "Mummy, all your sacrifices are not forgotten." AND I think that would be enough for me. Moreover, that wouldn't mark the end of my life as I still have routes to choose. I appreciate the gift God has given to me and YES, I do feel blessed after the ultrasound yesterday.
Looking at this little dot and seeing it turned into a perfect human body do make me feel that life is full of wonders. I saw her sucking her thumb with that little tiny mouth of hers. I saw her legs and arms moving happily inside. AND most importantly of all, her heart pumping and pumping, making me feel that she's more and more real. I just love that little her inside me.
YES, I mentioned 'her'. The doctor told us that it's a baby girl. Of course hubby was disappointed but HOW can he be disappointed for that long? She's our child after all. AND great job to Yvonne for her sixth sense! HAHAs, remember to tell us the 4-digit which you would see HOR!
YUP, I went for the ultrasound yesterday and after like half an hour, the little girl inside of me doesn't want to show her heart. Thus I had no choice but to go for a lunch and walk before going back to continue the scan. HAHAs, her daddy bought her milk powder and then SHE FINALLY SHOWED HER HEART! Made all of us so exhausted especially hubby who had not slept since the night before.
AND those who MSNed me would have known, we decided to name her NICOLE... HAHA... Damn funny but I'm still hesistating. All thanks to the show on Channel 8 Mon-Fri @ 9PM.
Today's Father-in-law's birthday. I got to go to Woodlands later on in the evening for dinner. And after cooking porridge, I'm exhausted and I need a nap. My Nicole needs it. ;)
AND YUP,
's damn nice larh!!
GTG
Hugs,
Selene aka Nicole's mummy!
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