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HAHA, cause I typed rubbish, probably due to the EARLY time now, probably just woke up not long!

Alright, just finished the book Johnny's Angels by Danielle Steel. Read before 2 years back but wanted to read again and thus loaned it from the library last Friday before meeting up with Deniece and gang! Nice book and I would say, it would be my next book in the list I would love to purchase after Qiong Yao's 'Chuang Wai'.

I was actually moved to tears AGAIN after reading the story. Johnny's a nice person, a selfless person and I started to wonder, would I be able to be as selfless as he is in my whole life? I doubt so, HAHA, I'm so selfish! And on a random note, I just felt that I had far too many miracles happening in my life and I started to believe that God played a part in those like the story of the book. (I know I might sound naive and stupid, but that's what I thought?)

Back to reality, just went to take a look at my little girl before getting myself some breakfast an hour ago. Was so pleased to see her sleeping so soiundly with her daddy on the same bed. My little girl is growing up, from a newborn (just when she was born), till now, it has been ALMOST 5 MONTHS!

Some of her developments:
-She really 'talked' like a rubbish chute now.. All sorts of baby languages are out!
-She can kicked backwards on her walker now
-She loves me singing "Da Xiang" song to her and of course the edited version regarding her hair
-She smiles and laugh at anyone but especially when her granny, my mum plays with her, she would go illiterally CRAZY!
-She can sit w/out support for around 20seconds?
-She still doesn't flip **Oooppss, that's not an acheivement/devolopment**
-She loves swimming and will kick like .... as if there's no end of the world ;)
-She is grabbing things and of course HAIRS AND SPECTACLES.. you might want to let all these be out her reach if you ever see her :D
-She is still TOTAL BREASTFEEDING and is ON DAILY ONCE A DAY RICE CEREAL! She's plainly enjoying them!

Alright, and some updates, I went with Von for swimming, my wishes fulfilled and would sadly announce, I am so TIRED after exercising, my muscles are too..........
Went yesterday, was intending for Toa Payoh's complex and I WAS LATE FOR 2HOURS PLUS! Sorry Sorry Again, Von... HAHA!
But when she reached, she told me that the complex was closed for RENO.... *SIANX*
So we took a bus down to Bishan's complex instead!
And Von saw the 'tan ke che'... HAHAHA!
Bought CHILD's TICKETS.. HAHA and went in straight to the locker and removed our clothes for the swim...
Damn big lar, Von's bag... Next time don't bring such a big one.. U are lucky I didnt bring any as big as yours, if not our slippers would have to be on the floor liao ;)
I was SO TIRED! My muscles ached after the swim and I was like swimming so LESS!
Bathed and went to get SOME SNACKS! Yummy Yummy... Calories built up...
Whilst buying, Veron called me.. So cute lar her girl ... She asked me, "Yi Yi, Mei Mei ok?" for 3 times... HAHA... Sweet little girl she is! And Veron was nice too to kept asking about my girl :)
And then off we went to MUMMY's house as Von cancelled her movie date.. Paisei wor, I were to be on time then you wouldn't need to cancel liao...
AND we ate KFC!!! Calories built up again!!
Played with my little girl and we took 853 back!!
Went to NTUC with hubby to get some groceries and then HOMED!

Alright, and here's another:
Linda came with her little girl, Rislin, to my house on... I think Sunday :D
I cooked dinner and HAHA! It was a failure again! Think my cooking would only be suitable for me to eat nia!
(Steamed egg became Salted Duck Egg lei? Worse har...)
Then get the two little babies into swimming in the evening... So funny lar and that Nicole kept kicking... Got her up and she refused to sleep, so I brought her down, while sending Linda off, to GET MY ICED MILO!!!
Came back, and I think she slept? HAHA!

Ok, cooking time... And Nicole's milk time... BBYE!

Oh ya, forgot to say, I'm no longer jobless. Gonna do telemarketing 3 times a day, 3 hours, $7/hr with commission.. And this Sunday, photo montage for $50!! Cool eh, can celebrate PAPA day with hubby liao!

Hi...

Am super bored, just settled my little girl to bed an hour or so ago.

ANNOUNCEMENTS: I've finished collected all 6 coke glasses!! Hurray!!
*I know I'm being lame but just pardon me lar!*

Went for dinner with Deniece and gang last night @ S11... I now know how to eat Stingray and I'm proud to imform that stingrays aren't species of octopus but FISH!
The gang then came to my house for ladies chats and to sip abit of the alcohol... HAHA!
Had a great fun which I so misses after getting preggy and giving birth eventually. Missed K-ing... Ladies, you all wait hor, next time I throw Nicole away then grab you all for K-ing!!

Like I said in my previous post, I am FINANCIALLY DEPLETED! Indeed, I still am. But I can't control lar, still went out to eat.. KEKE!

Am abit unpleased from the google-ing that I made earlier on regarding Nicole's condition... There could be high possibilities that my next child would end up like Nicole, or even worse! Now... thinking hard on whether to have the 2nd and the 3rd...
*THINK THINK THINK*

I finally rented my room out and the tenant just moved in today. Quite a nice lady so far (still long ahead before I conclude can)... At least she's a clean freak (according to what she did) and kept asking for permissions to this and that. Thank God, hope she continues this way...
*Oh but she's damn forgetful, she left the keys on my main door after getting in (forgetting to remove) and when I got home, I was like... I'm forgetful also but not that serious can?*

Oh yup, and Yvonne came to my place earlier on and we went for Mcds dinner... HAHA.. Anticipating Tuesday's swim... Yvonne Oh LT... U better don't stand me up again kays... BTW, Toa Payoh Swimming Pool can? KEKE...

Kays people... GOT TO GO!!!!!!

BYEEEESSSS!!!

Hi...

I'm disappointed.

Dr Low Yee (Nicole's doctor) told me that she suspect the reason for Nicole to have 'unusual' motion passing was because her muscles to her anus have somehow relocated after the operation. The most saddening thing was that Dr Low suggested to have another operation done on Nicole with condition still doesn't improve by August during the next review.

I felt so heartpain and I ask all of you to pray for her. I seriously doesn't want her to go through the whole process again. Its hurting for me to see her in pain. And seriously, I am thinking of rejecting the doctor's request to schedule an op. But for her good, I got to see her suffer. Why? All her wound area are well and the dilation is going on well. In fact she only need to be poked (dilated) every 2 days now!

*Ouch* My heart aches!

*Pray hard*
God help her through all these!
Thank You God!

AND for me, I'm still awaiting the start of my work. Waiting and waiting... ... Its good to rest before starting work BUT I am financially depleted!

Time check: 1.01AM...
I need to sleep yet I can't sleep.

So, as promised, Nicole's pictures...:
She now knows how to laugh @ the camera, or is she laughing at me?

We brought her to Hougang Mall yesterday and rented the pram
there... She seems to love it so much, looks like she's carrying a bag?


Just a random thought: "Money do wonders"...
Probably i've been too bothered about $$ $$ and $$ recently. Life wouldn't be complete without $$...

Hais.. Sorry wor, I've been so random...

Looking forward to Motherhood Exhibition tomorrow @ Expo, Night Safari trip and Tampines trip on Saturday!!... Family day!! Before the hell loads of work start soon!!

Oh My, I need sleep... Going to sleep le... BBYE!!!

Has been making a rather tough decision for 2weeks.

AND now, with everything almost finalised, I'm happy to announce that I would be starting work @ Polyclinic anytime soon. That declares the end of my 'sleep-till-afternoon' life. I just went to sign the letter of offer with my agent and will be signing the letter of appointment with NHG on Friday for more details on the benefits. Salary would be less (in terms of take home) than my previous benefit but inclusive of the bonus, it will be comparable. There are medical and dental benefits too! Its good, cause its time for me to visit the dentist! KEKE!

Alright, that's my update and Nicole's update would be: She loves the pram that is rented for her yesterday at Hougang Mall! AND Mummy love it too! Too bad, cannot bring home. KEKE!

Will update pictures soon as I'm still at my mum's place, using my brother's lappy! KEKE!

♥ SELENE TEO ♥